Wow I forgot I had this

Its funny, I went to start a blog so I can get my thoughts out there instead of them staying in my head and low and behold I had already started one forever ago. I plan on keeping up with this thing this time. I need to get out the thoughts I have in my head so I don't just dwell on things. The last two years of my life were spent with someone who I thought really cared about me, now I know the truth. This person is a very sad individual that just uses people in the end. He is very egotistical, he is a womanizer, I am very disappointed in myself for ever caring for someone like this. I know him better than anyone now, and I think it kills him that I think so shitty of him. Hell maybe it doesn't but I know the truth now. That is all that matters. I still care a great deal about him because since I do know him, I know I saw good in him at some point along the way, but there is more evil than good in that heart he has. I do not regret my time in that world, but I regret that things turned out the way they did. Time, I hope, will erase the good memories I have and just leave the parts behind that remind me that I am better off without his negativity. I have someone who loves me no matter what I do, although he and I still have our issues, he loves me unconditionally and I love him the same way.